Friday, December 26th, 2008
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12:46 am - HURFUCKINGAY FOR XMAS.. -__-
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Yeah, today was all fine and dandy all day until about 10:30pm.. Had a good day with the family, opened presents together, got my 360<3<3<3.. Went to work at 2:45pm and got sent home early.. Hung out with my buddy Fats for most of the day since I got off work.. Got Rockband and didn't get to play it since my cousin is a dumbass and moved the 360 while it was on with the game in it so it got scratched to hell.. >___< Then the fireworks happened.. Earlier in the night my dad was rambling that he was moving tomorrow.. Then as we were trying to set up the 360 and play rockband, he came out bitching saying we better not be loud.. I'm all like whatever, this is a music game, it's not going to be too quiet.. Then the cockfucker started tearing up my room trying to pack up MY FUCKING COMPUTER, fucking dick made off with my monitor.. So me being the overly protective person over my electronics started bitching telling his drunk ass to put everything back.. So him being the drunk dickhead he is got in my face saying shit like what was I going to do.. So, I told him, I said that I would kick the fuck outta him and let him lay in the road all night praying he never fucked with me again.. So he pushed me, and me being already past my point of stopping myself pushed him back, then started swinging, then started to choke him.. In the process of me chocking him, my lil sister's leg got inbetween my arm and his throat.. So, I let go trying not to hurt my little sister and that's when everyone around me jumped me and wouldn't let me beat the HOLY FUCK outta the sorry good-for-nothing drunk motherfucker.. After all that good stuff happened, he tryed to go back in to the house and continue taking shit, so I stopped him at the door telling him to leave and never show his face to me or I wouldn't let someone hold me back for when I see him again.. Now I'm EXTREMELY PISSED, outta smokes, sober, MADE THAT ROCKBAND IS SCRATCHED, using my computer and my mom's shitty ass monitor.. That was my wonderful Christmas Night, I pray to whatever that your's was a WHOLE lot better.. And I'm ok, back hurts from throwing the guy into rocks and following with him to just beat the shit outta him but that's to be expected..
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Tuesday, December 16th, 2008
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4:42 am - Days of never ending enjoyment!!
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Been awhile since I used LJ.. Things in life couldn't be better.. Got a job, still going to school.. Enjoying life with what it has to offer.. Single and not bothing with it.. I think I finally figured out what I'm ment to do here.. Got my future going where I want it to.. Taking time just to yourself to figure out what you want and what you need is something that I suggest everyone do at some point.. Not letting little shit bother you and just taking what you can get and giving what you have is all there is.. I dunno what would make me any happier than where I'm at now..
current mood:  happy
current music: Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Possess Your Heart
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Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
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10:54 pm - So, Yeah
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This is how bored I am right now, I'm posting something on LJ!! Life is good and all that stuff.. I'm just bored out of my fucking mind! there is nothing to do tonight. Nothing at all. BLAH!!
current mood:  BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND!!
current music: Rebels of a Sacred Heart - Flogging Molly
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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
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3:24 am
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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
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9:38 pm - Yeah, this weekend was interesting!! >_>
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So, Friday after work I really don't remember but that doesn't matter too much.. Saturday was rather boring until I left about 5:30 to go get Beth from her work.. I ended up staying the night at her place that night and leaving after I took her to work, I had a B-Day party that I kinda had to be at.. Well, after all of that bull was over, I went to go get Beth from her house so she could come with me to play poker that night.. We went to play poker and stuff and she ended up staying the night since she's on spring break!! That night was fun!! Monday morning I went to work.. ;.; That sucked, I'm working 12 hour days now, I got home to a Beth who was missing me a little!! That night we went to poker again, after we both went out we went to go home and the car kinda didn't want us to, so I called my grandma and she came to get us.. Beth gave me a massage and after that, I basicly just pasted out while she stayed up and talked to my sister and mom and stuff.. The next morning she work me up for work, I went to work and got home like usual.. We sat around and watched tv!! After a few hours we desided to take a shower and stuff.. After that I took her home and after we got there, she didn't want me to go!! So after a cup of coffee and a few kisses and hugs, I left and went home, longest car ride ever.. ;.; I was soo tired!! I forgot to mention that I've been getting up at 5:30 in the morning to go to work and by the time I got to her house that night it was already 11:30.. Then today came and past, nothing really new except she's not here!!
current mood: Pretty fucking good!!
current music: Soldier Side - SOAD
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Sunday, March 12th, 2006
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12:59 am - Things are really good!!
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Well, there is this thing that I have been wondering about for some time now.. How do you really know if your falling for someone? That is the biggest question in my life right now.. I really sure that I am falling for Beth right now.. Some people have told me that I already fallin for her.. This may be true.. She does mean a lot to me.. I really couldn't ask for more.. I really like her.. I've never felt this way before in my life.. If this truely is love then it's really is the best thing in the world!! Every minute with her is amazing to me.. I really don't know what else to say.. I really don't know what could make this better!!
current mood:  Wonderful!!
current music: Sleeping In - The Postal Service
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Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
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12:38 am - Stolen from Beth!!
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[x] I'm afraid of silence. (certain kind of silence)
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[ ]I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I listen to political music.
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I've stayed out all night.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x]I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I bake well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.
[x] I want a better job.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
[x] I have smoked a pack of cigarettes in one day.
[x] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot scars.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[x] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Have kissed someone really strange.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[x] Crashed into a car. (on a bike)
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[x] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] Stole something from your job.
[x] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[x] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been skiing/snowboarding.
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[x] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Hated the world.
[x] Regret something.
current mood:  tired
current music: Sleeping In - The Postal Service
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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6:58 am - What a way to wake up!!
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Well, this morning around 6am I woke up from a really strange dream about me and Beth. The dream itself was very strange and I really hope it never happens in real life. As for the waking up part, I wish that never happens again.. I woke up and sat up and realized that I have one of the worst migraine that I've had in a very long time.. And when I wake up I notice that the tv is rather loud and the intro to King of bandit Jing is on and I want to shot my self in the fucking head.. So I grabbed my skull and I notice that I'm really fucking dizzy. There is only the TV on but the noises around me are really fucking loud. To add onto all these noises, Kyo is having a fucking field day attacking random shit around me.. I feel like shit right now, I took some Migraine med. I don't know if I'll be able to get back to sleep at all and I really need it. My stomach is killing me due to the fucking migraine, the dream is not helping anything right now. I'm not going to post about the dream until after I tell beth about it, if you want to hear about it then IM me, I'm staying home from work and that is only because I don't think I could handle being at work with all the fucking noise.. Sooner or later I'll be going to get breakfast at my grandparents since they live across the street and I'm really thankful for this at times like this.. I'll update later today about my condition.
current mood:  In pain
current music: Intro to King of Bandit Jing
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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
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1:12 am - What a night!!
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Well, tonight went very good!! I had a awesome time with an awesome person!! Things are going very well for Twitch!! I'll update more when I'm not tired!!
current mood: Great!!!
current music: Black Fruday Rule - Flogging Molly
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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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1:33 am
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Ok, today was great!! I did what I was going to do and that was awesome!! I went and hung out with Beth again like I planned.. Kinda got lost since I usually don't come from Clearwater to go to her place.. We just sat around and watched movies and I attemped to play DDR but failed since I was kinda tired and Extreme 2 sucks!! I don't like the lay out for that game at all and almost all the songs are remixes that suck.. ;.; I'm just going to take MAX2 and Extreme the next time I go over there with my pad!! Fucking eh, that girl is so cute.. ;.; Next time I get to see her is in like 2 weeks.. ;.; I don't want to wait that long.. But it is kinda a special time!! That is when our little date is and that should prove to be fun!! I'm kinda tired so I'm going to bed!!
current mood: SO FUCKING GOOD!!
current music: Forsaken - Queen of the Damned OST
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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10:48 pm - Times come and go!
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Well, it's been awhile since the last time I posted, but for you who read this, you already know that I do that a lot! This post is many for me to vent about the things on my mind.. Right now it's that I think I'm finally fed up with being single.. I'm tired of not being able to have as much fun as I used to when I had someone special to spend time with.. Right now, I just want to find someone that I can spend time with and have fun!! Never know what will happen until you try, right?
current mood:  curious
current music: Violent Pornagraphy - System of a Down
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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8:09 pm - Where he goes to die..
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The reason I'm posting today is because I have no fucking clue what the fuck is going on in my life.. I'm starting to get the idea that nothing ever will fucking work out for me! But, do I really care? I don't know.. I'm reaching the point where I want to start sharing my life with someone else.. But, that seems pointless to me.. I do enjoy having someone that I can tell anything to but the thing is, I don't think that I'll find someone that I can do that with.. I doubt myself way too much and I know this.. But what quilities do I have that someone would like? I'm just some 2bit guy trying to make things happen for him.. I live in the middle of fucking no where with no car and no money.. I've fucked up every single relationship that I have ever been in.. It seems pointless to keep trying.. Who the fuck cares anyways.. It looks like it's going to go back to the good old days on not giving a shit about anything..
current mood:  confused
current music: Zero - Smashing Pumpkins
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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10:37 pm - Drifting away into the lonely stars!!
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I feel myself slowly drifting away into the lonely stars.
I see myself in a vast ocean of emptiness.
Why my world feels so empty is beyond reason.
But my world also feels so full of opportunity.
What I must do next with this complex called life is unknown to me.
Why I must move on is a simple fact that I am still unfinished.
These things may seem unclear at first but are simply common sense.
My world is not really empty, it is just not full.
I must make my world full before I can stop moving forward.
It's all really simple, A full world would be the idea Paradise.
A Paradise where nothing is ever unsatisfactory.
A world like that is the perfect place for me.
Where nothing makes sense to the untrained eye.
But for someone that has created such a place.
It will all be so understandable.
That is what I want my life to be like.
But where I am now, it just seems like I'm drifting away into the lonely stars
current mood: Weird
current music: Nothing Better - The Postal Service
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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2:58 pm
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Your a vampire congrats! YOu live for the darkness
because you can't go in the light.you live of
blood but you don't kill when feeding(only if
your evil you will)Being immortal is a a very
lonely road,but somehow you deal.YOur rich and
money is not an object since if you wanted to
you could rob a bank!(that would be so cool!)
Your saying:Bite me and I'll bite back.
What creature of darkness or you?(COOL PICS)CHANGED
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Hellz Yeah!!!
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2:53 pm
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You are the hero! (Or heroine.) You're bold, firey,
independant. You view life differently than
most people, thus making you a visionary. You'd
risk your life for the ones you love and you're
the "only one who can save us all!"
You have a 70% chance of survival. Good luck!
What's your horror movie identity? (Anime pics)
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I'm a fucking Hero!!!!!!!!
current mood: curious
current music: I've Got A Feeling - Beck OST
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Monday, September 26th, 2005
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2:37 am
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What a fucking weekend.. Worst on in fucking forever.. Too much fucking drama for me to handle.. Family fucking crisis, fucking hurrah.. I'm doing well with this now but I most likely won't be able to handle all the stress that is about to kick my ass.. My family does not know how to handle shit like this.. This is the entire reason why I want to move away and not speak to anyone of them but my grandmother and my sister.. They really get on my nerves.. Wow, I know it's a really bad thing that happened but I still don't think that's important to wake someone up that barely gets any sleep as it is and tell them this.. It could wait until you see them later on that day because you know your going to see them when they live just down the freaken street from you.. This is going to be the best fucking week ever..
current mood:  Fucking eh!
current music: Rain - Cowboy Bebop OST
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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3:25 pm
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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1:02 am - What in the hell is going on?
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I feel like I should seriously take a break from everything I know right now.. I don't know what in the hell is happening anymore.. I feel like everything is just dragging me down to the bottom.. Everything I know and care about is just become something that I can't bear to look see.. I really need to just leave.. I need a long vacation from it all.. I'm starting to hate life again.. I'm staring to just want to drop everything and leave.. I'm tired of everything.. I'm tired of this way of living and I'm also tired of all this bullshit that finds it's way to me.. If you guys don't see me or hear from me, don't worry about it.. I'm just about ready to take a break from everything and just go somewhere where no one knows me.. Don't try to tell me it's alright and everything will be ok because that just isn't true anymore.. I need to do this all on my own and I really don't need any help.. If I really wanted help, I'd ask for it..
current mood: Fuck it all..
current music: The Man Who Sold the World - Nirvana
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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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2:56 pm - Updates.
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Yeah, lets see.. I've been hitting a rather low time now.. I don't know what is going on in my life.. I want to just leave everything I have behind and leave.. It's hard to explain but I am not having the time of my life right now and I don't think I can ever living around these people.. These people are the reason why I am so distant and I hate being around people.. They make me feel like the scum that they are.. My friends are my life and that will never change.. My friends are the only reason why I am still alive today.. These people make me feel wonderful.. That's why I want to get away from the horrible people and stay closer with my true friends.. If that means losing a lot of what I have, then fine, I can live with that.. I just can't stand being like this.. I'm always fucking stressed out and depressed.. That is not a way that I need to live.. This is the reason why I work a lot and I never stay around this place for long.. And when I do leave, I shall not return for any reason other than important ones..
current mood:  Nothing ever changes..
current music: We Are All On Drugs - Weezer
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Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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11:06 pm - Why do I?
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Why do I sit here and think this way
Why is it that I can never know
Why do I have to sit here and wonder
Why is it that I must know
Why do I want more than I have
Why is it that I can't have more
Why do I hate the way it is
Why is it that I like you
Why do I wonder about these feelings
Why is it so soothing to be around you
Why do I like being around you
Why is it that I don't know your feelings
Why do I want to be around you
Why is it so wonderful to be with you
Why do I feel so lonely all the time
Why is it that even with you I'm lonely
Why do I have to feel this way
Why is it that you won't answer me
Why do I hate not knowing this
Why is it that I want to know
current mood: Why do I?
current music: Agenda Suicide (adult mix) - The Faint
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